Shamsuddin Abdul-Hamid of Newark was a powerful and promising young actor whose life ended to soon. He was 25.
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"Knock-Knock."
The rap on the door is from his family, friends, and a performing arts circle in mourning. They want Shamsuddin Abdul-Hamid of Newark to answer.
They'd love to hear him recite that poem - "Knock-Knock - '' in person again and not on YouTube, where tears stream down his face. He mastered it in 2010 to win the New Jersey Poetry Out Loud competition, a crown that took him three years to capture.
"Knock-Knock." If he could just respond, they'd give anything to see the 25-year-old promising actor perform monologues, from Moliere to William Shakespeare to August Wilson, his favorite playwright.
"Some people you can teach it, but some people are born with it,'' said Leonora Brazell-Rafua, his mentor and retired Newark Arts High School drama teacher.
"He was born with it.''
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But there won't be any more poetry for Abdul-Hamid, whom everybody calls "Sham." He died suddenly last Friday, his body discovered about 8 a.m. by a passerby at the intersection of Martin Luther King Drive and Grant Avenue in Jersey City. Authorities would not release further details, other than saying his death did not appear suspicious. A medical examiner's report is pending.
"You think they live forever, but when God wants you back that's what happens,'' said his mother Jamillah Lawson, of Newark. "I wasn't prepared for this.''
No one was.
Sham, a 2010 graduate of Arts High School and Rutgers University's Mason Gross School of the Arts, was developing his theatrical gift, maturing with each performance.
He recently landed the lead role at The Studio Theatre in Washington, D.C. for "Wig Out," a play by Tarell Alvin McCraney, who won an Academy Award last month for co-writing "Moonlight,'' itself an Oscar winner for best picture.
Several months ago, he taped an episode of "Blue Shades," a television series starring Jennifer Lopez. Last year he was in "Fences" at Triad Stage in North Carolina and in "The Brothers Size" at Luna Stage in West Orange.
"His work was so fresh and so vibrant, so full of that life force of a promising young actor,'' said Cheryl Katz, artistic director at Luna Stage. "I think he was on his way to a fine career.''
His artistic experiences were many, filling up nearly every minute of his short life. In high school, Sham was a Star-Ledger Scholarship recipient. He went on to perform plays at Rutgers, the New Jersey Performing Arts Center and Shakespeare's Globe in London.
Acting, poetry and theater was everything to him. The performance arts community said he loved exploring characters, or attending a lecture or scraping together enough money to see a Broadway play. On his way to auditions or rehearsals, friends and family said, Sham read books on self-improvement, theater, history, anything to better himself as a person or an artist.
And it showed wherever he went.
"Sham could step on stage and before he even spoke, you were immediately glued to him because he just had that much presence,'' said Naja Selby, a classmate and actress. "And when he opened his mouth, my God. Absolutely breathtaking.''
Sheer, voluminous power erupted from every inch of his 6-foot-tall frame. Whatever the part called for, he could go from down and dirty slang, then pivot to a southern dialect, and regale you with the crisp, snappy diction of Elizabethan English.
Sham, one of nine children, was bound for the stage. Lawson, his mother, said he was talking by age 1, writing his long name by age 3 and making up his own stories by studying customers at her hair salon.
He was 8 years-old when he met Brazell-Rafua, a playwright who at the time didn't want to work with children. But his grandmother kept bringing him back to the summer theater program in Newark that Brazell-Rafua was conducting for high school students.
In three days, the young Sham not only impressed Brazell-Rafua with his ability to learn his lines, she gave him three parts for "Macbeth in the Hood,'' a play she wrote and directed. By sixth grade, Sham completed his first play - "Troubled Waters" - which featured his classmates at Lady Liberty School. It was such a well-done production, that Sham even had the maintenance crew build the set.
"Knock-Knock.''
It's his senior year and he's mesmerizing the crowd with that poem by Daniel Beaty. Sham loves the piece about a son whose father awakens him in the morning with a "Knock-Knock" at his bedroom door. They play this game with the child pretending to be asleep until the father's knocks disappear because he's in jail. The son misses his dad, but he makes up an imaginary father, who tells him that a parent's choices in life do not define him, that goodness lives within him.
Newark misses Sham.
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The news of his death was louder than any monologue Sham could have performed or any thunderous knock at a door that loved ones wish he could answer.
Everyone who knows Sham is looking for his boyish charm again, his stadium-size personality and a laugh so ginormous, you couldn't help but crack up right along with him.
"He's so vibrant and big that he wasn't able to hide it,'' said Jasmine Mans, his classmate and performance artist. "He could walk into a room and people had no choice but to accept him and fall in love with him.''
That was evident Tuesday night when hundreds gathered in front of Newark's Arts High School for a candle light vigil. Among them were his principal, his teachers, debate team members and fellow poets, who are now actors, actresses and performance artists. City officials, including the mayor, were there along with Marques-Aquil Lewis, a board of education member and classmate who organized the gathering.
Speakers amused the crowd, telling stories, some tearfully, about the friend they adored. Sham, they said, was a genuine, endearing "old soul'' who made himself a part of your life.
"He was the son I never had,'' said at-large Councilman Carlos Gonzalez, who had Sham as an intern at Newark City Hall.
Ameer Natson said he is still waiting on that call from his younger brother to help him with an Uber ride for an audition or rehearsal. He called him a bright star whose life should be celebrated.
That happens Monday at the Metorpolitan Baptist Church on Springfield Avenue in Newark. His viewing is from 10 a.m. to noon. The funeral will immediately follow.
"Knock-Knock."
It's Sham tapping us on the shoulder the way he once said a good poem is supposed to do.
"It's all inside of you and says 'See me, hear me. I'm here. I will not be ignored,' '' he said.
Sham never was.
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