NY medical examiner continues work to identify remains of 1,111 killed at WTC
When Tom and Ann Johnson returned from a vacation in Europe, the doorman at their Upper East Side apartment told them an NYPD detective had stopped by to see them.
The same detective left messages on their answering machines.
"We had no idea what it was about," Ann Johnson said. "But then I got a feeling."
When they called the detective, he gave them the number of a forensic anthropologist at the New York medical examiner's office.
Then they knew.
"The medical examiner made a promise that they would keep going until they identified every victim," Johnson said.
That promise was kept for the Johnsons earlier this week.
For the past 17 years, scientists have been trying to identify remains of the 2,753 people who died at the World Trade Center on Sept. 11, 2001, matching what fragments they have to DNA samples of the deceased and their families.
This week, Scott Michael Johnson of Montclair was identified. He is the 1,642nd person matched to remains by DNA testing. That leaves 1,111 families without, as Ann Johnson said, "the final final."
Scott Johnson, 26, worked on the 89th floor of the south tower when the second plane crashed into the building. When the first plane hit, he left a message on his parents' answering machine.
"He said everyone was safe and they didn't need to evacuate," Ann Johnson said. "Then he spoke to his dad and said he was OK."
Ann Johnson recalled how the summer of 2001 was filled with family celebrations and a content serenity that came over her and her husband.
Their son Tom was married in May of that year. Their daughter, Margaret, graduated from Northwestern University in early June.
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"I thought, 'There, we've done it,'" she said. "They were all successful and happy. We had raised our family."
When the first plane hit, Ann Johnson was on the Upper East Side, electioneering to get out the vote.
"I heard people talking that something had happened, and then my husband and daughter pulled up in the car," she said.
After the second tower collapse, the Johnsons' next hours were filled with the alternating hope and despair all the families of victims experienced. They waited for the call that never came, to hear the words never spoken: "I'm OK."
Scott Michael Johnson Johnson family photo
Several weeks later, Scott's wallet was found among the millions of tons of rubble and returned to the family.
After the attacks, Tom and Ann Johnson immersed themselves in the recovery of Lower Manhattan.
Tom Johnson, a New York banking leader, brought his business acumen to the board of Lower Manhattan Development Commission, which was formed after the terror attacks to plan and redevelop the area.
He remains on the board, which has had oversight of the 9/11 Memorial, museum, and the construction of new buildings and transit hubs, including the Oculus and Freedom Tower.
Ann Johnson was a member of the LMDC Family Advisory Council, the body that made sure everything done on the site met a criterium of respect and dignity.
Seventeen years and all that involvement has not lessoned the pain. From their home in Upper Montclair, where Scott spent his high school years, the New York City skyline dominated the horizon, clear as postcard on sunny, cloudless days. In the years since Scott's death, they have seen the empty space where the towers stood, and a new giant edifice rise in their place.
Their family grew to include five grandchildren, all joys, of course, but also reminders of the life Scott never had.
"You can't dwell on the 'What ifs," Ann Johnson said. "What if he had just gone down for a cup of coffee ... what if the plane had hit higher up ... what if things were different. But they aren't."
In the months after the attacks, the Johnsons went to the medical examiner's office with things that belonged to Scott to be swabbed for DNA. They also gave saliva samples.
Seventeen years went by. As technology increased, the medical examiner's office was able to make 1,642 matches from the 22,000 pieces of remains. Scott Michael Johnson is the most recent. The identification before his came one year ago, evidence of how painstaking the work is.
"They keep going. They made that promise," Ann Johnson said. "I feel badly for the families who don't know."
She said a little part of her always held out a sliver of hope that it was all a mistake.
"I thought maybe someday he'd walk through that door," she said. "When I saw a tall, thin, good-looking man like him ..."
Her voice trailed off, as it did many times during this interview, as many times as her eyes filled with tears.
"When the medical examiner told me they matched the DNA, I didn't ask questions," she said. "I didn't want to know what they found. ... I was in shock. I thought how could this be?"
While her grief has never lessened, the discovery made it raw again. It laid bare the depth of it.
"I went through the five stages of grief, from shock to acceptance, many times," she said. "Now I have to start over again. This is really final, again. What's been final is final again.
"And it doesn't bring 'closure,'" she said. "There is no closure. Closure suggests you're going on with your life. But your life is different. It's not what you wanted it to be. It's not what you dreamed it would be."
The bench plaque for Scott Michael Johnson at Montclair's Presby iris gardens Mark Di Ionno | NJ Advance Media
There is a scholarship named for him at Montclair Academy and his name is on the memorials in New York City and Essex County, on the same Watchung Mountains ridge as his parents' home with the same view of the city where he died.
There is also an iris variation named after him at Montclair's famed Presby Memorial Gardens. And in the gardens is a weathered bench with a bronze plaque dedicated to him.
It says simply, "Remember Me, Scott M. Johnson, World Trade Center 9-11-01."
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